The reason why

Una vez escribí esto sin que me pasara por la cabeza que terminaría siendo para dos personas que (juraba) nunca saldrían de mi vida.

I thought I loved you.
I really did.
Porque pensaba que era la única que las entendía.
La que podía entrar en sus cabezas y escucharlas en silencio.
Porque creía que si era capaz de sentir lo que sentía sin darle importancia a sus defectos internos,
entonces eso era amor.
Y creía conocerlos todos (cada defecto).
Tal vez lo hice.
Conocí lo peor de las dos.
I knew by heart every single flaw that defined you.
Even those that were always meant to hurt me.
And God knows I loved them too.
But,
(porque siempre debe haber un "pero...")
In some point, I didn't realize that every part of you that I perfectly knew was long ago gone...
Y I tried to convince myself you were still there.
But you weren't.
Ya no podía reconocerlas...
And how do you love someone you don't know at all?
It isn't possible.
So, the day everything finally became clear...
I was certainly sure of one thing:
I didn't love you anymore... And I would never be capable again.

Para ustedes.